Dolls~ A VERY BAD~ But True Story

OK- I admit it’

I LOVE dolls;

especially baby dolls

~BUT~

I NEVER had a Tea Party

with my dolls

I know it’s nothing evil; but

just for the record-

I NEVER had a doll Tea Party

When it comes to politics;

I think the “Tea Party”

Republicans are out

of their minds

It’s Who I Am

There comes a time

in  everyone’s life

When you have to do

What you used to think

was impossible

I do not like confrontation

~but~

things have gone too far

A long time ago

I read a parable

which; for whatever reason

stuck in my mind

I do not want

to do what I know

I MUST do

I have to do it

because

it’s who I am

and it’s what I’ll do

…to survive

In a perfect world

there is ALWAYS good and bad

GOOD must ALWAYS triumph

Joy

Where’s the joy?

I cannot find it

My only joy in my life

is laying on the couch

I’d like to able to laugh

to have peace

~not pieces~

Where’s the joy?

Trying to sleep on the couch

across from where I am

Where am I?

I don’t know

I think I’m

~lost~

I Am Who I Am

I am who I am

I do what I do

because I am

the kind oF PERSON

who makes no apologies

for being able to cry, to  bleed

when I fall;

and just pick myself up

and go on home

“I did not want to

I did not plan to;

I did it because

it’s who I am-

it’s what I do

but in the final analyst

I do what I have to do

To survive

I do NOT threaten-

I act

and cry about it

~Later~

Why I Smoke

The TRUTH in 3 little words

I live here

I live with STRESS

I almost never go out

I have a strange condition

Cigarettes actually help

My Brain is endorphin staved

Cigarettes are my brain’ food

No Dr has told me to quit

I even go to a Cardiologist

OK-it’s ALL Bull SHIT

Big Deal Deal

I smoke

4-6 Big ones per day

I don’t drink alcohol

I don’t do recreational drugs

I SMOKE

SHOOT ME!!

Worried- Part ?????

Worried-

I have no idea

where she is

I know she must be

devastated

Her  children

are now being adopted

and she faced with the reality

that her boys are gone

I doubt if their mother will ever

let her see them